"Goodbye Letter"

I'm so sad for myself
Not that my feelings had any renewal
Just because nothing can have its attention
Nothing can make it excited for the future

I've been through much and I can't take it
Suicidal thoughts keep rolling around my head
I don't understand the point of preferring a hell
For a hell of fire that burns a body that's already ashes

Truly, I don't know what I must be at first depressed because of
I ain't been through old days troubles that moms can solve
I won't sacrifice to try again just to save what's left of my soul
This is last thing I leave behind before I get off to greet demons