that one who can go out but also can't. wants to study and be successful but hards to get out of bed. seems fine but actually dying inside. has a good taste in fashion. talk a lot but quiet. actually smart but not really, and have good grades. the therapist friend, always there for everyone but no one was there for him. kept on inside. isn't toxic, but toxic. wants to eat a lot but afraid of gaining weight. has trust issues. has anger issues, but also a crybaby when they're alone. not hard but not soft. want to love themselves but can't. wanted to give up so long ago and still wondering why they're still alive?
yeah, i felt that.
yeah, i felt that.