You know what, it is hard. It is hard to do something for free without having reward to some degree. I am not talking about money as u know.

I was preparing everything sophisticatedly for this channel ( podcasts, articles, questions, samples….etc) without sending any.

You don’t send, no one sees, and your brain says “what’s wrong with you?” Why are u exhausting urself for no reason? If you dont share?

It is difficult to be patient.

Wanted to give something extraordinary, ended up losing to my ego and perfectionism, letting this channel to stay dormant for a month if not more.

I don’t care, this is my channel. I share what I please to share, without giving a second thought.

I don’t care.