CONFESSIONS 25
I graduated in the year 2020..got a job and worked in India for a year. Then thought of coming to Germany. Got a seat in one of the best universities. But when I came here I realized that the subject I took doesn't interest me one bit.
And I left my masters in the hopes of finding a job or internship. I came here on a student's loan and a lot of hard earned money spent from my dad's pocket. They were so proud of me when I got a seat in the university. But now I've not only destroyed my dreams but also there hopes on me. I feel the pressure every single second of every single day. And the worst part is that I lost my granny ...she had written a letter and left the house...never came back...later in the next month she was found dead on a railway track. My heart broke and I got depressed....never went out of my house except for groceries …have kept the blinds down always...isolated myself... sleep only 3 or 4 hrs a day..... I'm living in hell...my mental health hit the rock bottom..
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I graduated in the year 2020..got a job and worked in India for a year. Then thought of coming to Germany. Got a seat in one of the best universities. But when I came here I realized that the subject I took doesn't interest me one bit.
And I left my masters in the hopes of finding a job or internship. I came here on a student's loan and a lot of hard earned money spent from my dad's pocket. They were so proud of me when I got a seat in the university. But now I've not only destroyed my dreams but also there hopes on me. I feel the pressure every single second of every single day. And the worst part is that I lost my granny ...she had written a letter and left the house...never came back...later in the next month she was found dead on a railway track. My heart broke and I got depressed....never went out of my house except for groceries …have kept the blinds down always...isolated myself... sleep only 3 or 4 hrs a day..... I'm living in hell...my mental health hit the rock bottom..
View Here: https://youtube.com/shorts/2ojjWH3sP6k?si=w5MvwsbtAa36zVid
For confessions: https://bit.ly/45fJ8dU
For more: https://bit.ly/3sfWwjH