dwellsheart.

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(...) “before you left: you held my hand gently, briefly, and i could feel everything i love about you in your hand. i could feel all of you.”

still dangling from my arms were a brush and dye. sculpt the outline of your face on the enormous canvas, i merely used prior memories. nightmares and recollections of the two of us. since you anchored your ship away from me, the solid line on your facial features can no longer be seen in my mind. you say you just want to wander around for a while, looking for your dream out there. fluttering your wings in order to fly free. then why do you also pull everything about us. why can’t i imagine the grin stitched on your lips, even the name that i repeat everyday in the hope that we will be together forever—whatever letters are contained in your name, i forget. you’re strangling me again. someone who frequently pledged to stand at my side forever. truly tell a falsehood. you go. far, far, far, far away.
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⠀“nothing is more lovely than watching the sunset in the west there. falling smoothly, surrounded by airbone seagulls. orange hues surround it. brighten the moments of today. if i can rewind that time: i’ll play that memory several times at full volume— we were still there at the time. you and i. us.”

⠀› terms and agreements.﹕sworn to creature
⠀who has otherness o’-paraphrase smithe-
⠀reen antecedent. since it is decisive.

⠀› moodboard commision.﹕phantasm in de-
⠀tail stipulated. rosiness to accost, with ardor
⠀then. for you, my greatest heartache.

⠀› name-finding commision.﹕bushes were
⠀etched, and epistle coercion were conside-
⠀red. yearning one of them footnote your
⠀eponym. who once gave my body a warm
⠀embrace.

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⠀⠀⠀23/03/23 — the scribbles you once scrawled on the walls of that patch of space are still there. despite my attempts to wash it with salt water, it is reluctance to disappear. you forgot, when you decided to go there. you leave this box unlocked. until the storm comes without a hitch. filling a broken heart. it’s been a long time since you hobbled your steps far away, a long time since your gentle hands blended hope, a long time since your hugs were hidden from view. your house is still as warm as it has always been. i’ve adjusted the temperature and placed some velvet in that corner. i’ll wait for you to arrive. so that the long hope that you once filed from your lips would not merely be a meaningless nothingness. so that the hands holding out for happiness do not contain tears. you still hold the key, my dear.

⠀⠀⠀n.w.⠀⚹⠀@dwellsheart.⠀(i’ll drive you home, and give you forehead kisses all night.)
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d.h. nonce. | i wrote in the hopes that you would show up. came up behind me and tightened your grip on my waist: 00.37.