This isn’t the first time I got trapped but I somehow couldn’t find my
way out. I kept running around in the continuous maze I was stuck inside, it was as if my life was a puzzle impossible to solve. Should I run once more? Give it my all and wish me luck against the odds that oppose my existence? Or should I give up and walk through the door which leads to an unknown place built with their illusion? Multiple thoughts run inside my brain each one more delusional and laughable than the last. Cruel fate was against me as always and so was the unfair judge known as luck…hmm oh I know! I can pray! Pray to a God that I never believed in? Or to the gods whom I know nothing about? Or to the demon that rests deep inside my heart? Who should I beg to give me a second chance? Who has the mighty power that can help me last? But they all ask for a price…an exchange to their gift, what I have to offer to get my piece of peace. I have a lot to give…the gift I so treasure that I could never give up; can you guess what it is? What I so want to hide? Oh dear! You all guessed it so wrong…that is what I hide. The answer is so clear it’s my false and greedy heart which is swarmed by too many scars…just too many to count. Shall I give up my heart? Expose the demons that hide inside? Or should I keep it close by so it would never ran past…past my lonely soul and declare its freedom at last? Oh too many worries! I’ll just lay on the grass, among the mutual soil that welcomes my darkest side, I’ll decompose and give back to the maze I’ve known all my life, I’ll welcome the insects to feed on my dear heart as I look up to the sky and welcome the so called white light.
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